I Have Truly Wronged You.

Wow, it's been nearly four years since I posted the last chapter of Apart, and I think 2 years since I've posted anything at all on here. And even still, it looks like I've had views every single day and frequent comments waiting for my return.

I was thinking about this account today and figured I'd come back and look. I didn't count on feeling this guilty about leaving it behind.

I want to really and truly thank all of you who supported me and liked what I wrote all those years ago (probably 5 years, back in the Hearts glory days). Through all those poems and fanfics and those four or five creepy drawings I made, you guys really supported me. It was inspiring to see (and is still inspiring to see today) that even though I am an amateur writer, there were people who thought what I was doing was worthwhile, and that it brought them a moment of enjoyment. I really like that feeling. It kept me writing back then and made me enjoy what I was doing even more.

I just want to apologize for all the "I'm going to finish this and come back and it will be the same as it was before!" statements I made. Obviously, it didn't happen, and I honestly don't plan to start writing again like I used to. But for such dedicated fans, I have horrendously mistreated you.

Thank you for being fans (is it egotistical to say that? Or to think of people who watch and support you as "fans?" I don't know). Your support and love helped to push me to higher creative heights. You helped me think harder and work smarter. Thank you so much. Again, I'm sorry for the way I have treated you.

Sadly, even though I feel bad for leaving this page untouched, I will not be picking it up again.

This does not mean that I have abandoned all creative pursuits, though! Far from it! As I turned 23 a few weeks ago, I've started a new initiative and made some new goals. I plan to make something cool every day for the next year.

Because I love to make things, I'm using all my brain juices to create something every single day (or at least work on something creative every day). With this initiative, I've launched a YouTube channel to show off the videos I'm making. I'm also starting a blog that I WILL (all caps means it's a promise!) update daily, chronicling what I make every day and my progress on my goals.

I completely understand if you are not interested. Considering the way I have treated you, my fans, it is understandable. But if you still want to hear from me, my YouTube channel and, in the future, my blog will be the place to do it.

Out of curiosity: What type of blog would you be more keen on reading: a Wordpress or a Tumblr? Let me know, and I'll tell you all when it's made.

My YouTube Channel: www.youtube.com/user/ThinkTank…

Twitter: www.twitter.com/thethinktanker

Facebook Page: www.facebook.com/pages/Think-T…

My most recent video: youtu.be/vnvlrQdtRMw This here features my funny lookin' face.

Sidenote: My most recent video is in the running for winning a contest, but I need votes to progress to the next round. If you like the video, check out this link to vote for it: bit.ly/lvGXRr

It's #3 Something That I Want by ThinkTankerMeeks.

Thanks so much for your love, support, and time. Should any of you check out my new work, I would be ecstatic. Though I'm using a different pen-name on YouTube than I did here, should any of you still like to call me Hearts, feel free. I'd love to see you there!

~Hearts